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I feel
I deny
I do what I do without knowing why

I'm pretending - You're pretending
While I'm standing
At the crossroads of my life - at the crossroads of your life

Neon signs and screens
Blurred sight and you're in between
Watched 'em until they started to - stare back

I feel like there has to be another way
Anywhere
I hope I'm gonna find it someday
Someday I'll get a hold on my life
someday

I'm pretending
While I'm standing
At the crossroads of my life

You know there is a way
You know you're gonna find it someday

bring me down

Bring me down to cheer me up
From the ground right to the top
Difficult to figure out
What's the whole thing all about
Never thought I'd like it here
Now my past self I do fear
It's not dead it's just asleep
Sometimes feel like I'm to weak

Wanna build it with my own two hands
Who's an enemy and who's my friend
The riot roars inside me still
But direction's getting clearer

It takes some time to get inside
You need some time to have a good time
You need more than luck to get out alive
It takes a live to make up a mind

combustion

No need to clean my table
The tables have all been turned again
Throw away what you can't useful any more
What hurts just will get burned
So set the whole place on fire
Strike a match and light the room
Can't you see that my entire
World's incinerated soon
Standing here in the focus
Of my magnifying glass
Though it's all so far away
You know that power brings death
And if I turned to ashes
With all the things I possessed
I wouldn't worry or wonder
But fly away like all the rest
Vexation
Relaxation
Revolution
Revelation
Salvation
Combustion

avoid

All the toys lay broken , as pictures feed the soul
she's standing in this game , but she ain't no control
"hold me", I remember , I still can hear it oh, so well
I still can climb these stairs , but I can't break this spell

Will we die? Of course we will !
Ain't no competition ! Can't she understand ?

Eyes too tired to see - golden green
let the horses run free - childhood dreams
don't know what she feels - freedom one believe
priority

Freezing just to be, save from the cold
pain creeps towards her from every corner of her room
watch the street from her window

what i wish for

a distant shoreline
a different universe
another me
no single word for sad
no pain exists
no regrets

she never lost track
she does not faint
a pure us
no promises broken
no choices made
we'd be free

a place for us to hide away
a place for us to escape all this

Summer's gone:

Writing letters is much like bleeding
Into empty white plastic bags
And the piece of paper seems like a white hole
That will suck you into your desk
Counting words
Before you even finished the one first single line
Phrases often might make sentences
But they don't always have to make sense

I am looking for something
Something I know but I can't describe
Afraid I forgot what it looks like
Even forgot what it's for

Writing letters is much like bleeding
Into empty white plastic bags
And the piece of paper seems like a white hole
That will suck you into your desk
Counting words
Before you even finished the one first single line
Phrases often might make sentences
But they don't always have to make sense

I am looking for something
Something I know but I can't describe
Afraid I forgot what it looks like
Even forgot what it's for

Brush the hairs out
that you wouldn't miss tomorrow
anyhow
Open the window wide
and suddenly you realize:
Summer's gone

The right place

This is here and this is now
We know what but don't know how
The right place and the right time
Everything in it's right place
And a light right in your face
It's the stars that have just come out

Nice to know you - nice to see how you are
What you have come to -and what you have done so far
It's like a mirror - you are me as I am you
It's in your smile - it's been a while

Count me in and count me out
Do me a favour count it loud
Let me hear the numbers
Let me hear your perfect lies
Let me see it in your eyes
One by one a perfect circle

Nice to know you - nice to see how you are
What you have come to -and what you have done so far
It's like a mirror - you are me as I am you
It's in your smile - it's been a while

And you know it is so
That I am the one who left alone

Nice to know you - nice to see how you are
What you have come to -and what you have done so far
It's like a mirror - you are me as I am you
It's in your smile - it's been a while

who the hell

I'll never regret it - though I missed the test by far
So I didn't get it? - who the hell you think that you are?
Got all that I need - rich is one who don't need much
Waving like sea-weed - waiting for some solar touch
Waving like - sea-weed - waiting for some solar touch

Feeding the lions - fun is nothing one can buy
Say, how can you blame me - if you never took a try
Even tough I don't travel - I can see it all quite clear
One wink of an eye lid - feeling everything appear
One wink of an - eye lid - feeling everything appear

Who the hell you think you are
Who the hell you think you are
Leave the static world behind
Artificial rules denied
Come on Come on Come on

One wink of an eye lid - feeling everything appear
One wink of an eye lid

Who the hell you think you are
Who the hell you think you are
Leave the static world behind
Artificial rules denied
Come on Come on Come on Come on
Who the hell you think you are
Who the hell you think you are
Leave the static world behind
Artificial rules denied
Come on Come on Come on

catatonia

teenage angst has lost it's sense
when you're growing older
turning heads keep looking back
outside's growing colder
the centre of the mind is so far away by now
when you try to grab it
when you try to add it up with me

disconnected - you're temporary disconnected
disconnected - you're temporary disconnected
things will never be the same
to change the rules means to change the game
if I had a knife it would be nice
to stab it all through you all right

don't appeal with happy ends
'cause this show is hazard
we don't need no common sense
we only feel embarrassed
by the way we were and the way we're gonna be
you see this is the perfect view
maybe's not the perfect one for you

disconnected - you're temporary disconnected
disconnected - you're temporary disconnected
things will never be the same
to change the rules means to change the game
if I had a knife it would be nice
to stab it all through you all right

disconnected - you're temporary disconnected
disconnected - you're temporary disconnected
things will never come undone
counting backwards ten to one
if I had a gun it would be fun
to shoot it out on you and run

The state of now and then:

Too much time too many cigarettes
Too much money in my pockets
Way to many people out there
It's a shame to think about her now

Do you feel what I feel?
Do you see what I can't see?
Every time we're moving there
Isn't it for real

Underpaid and overrated
Hit the road don't hit the floor, man
It's no use to think about it
It's o.k. now don't you doubt, hey hey?

Do you feel what I feel?
Do you see what I can't see?
Every time we're moving there
Isn't it for real

Floating like a boat in a stream of
Consciousness a burden in my hand
Do you understand ?

Do you feel what I feel?
Do you see what I can't see?
Every time we're moving there
Isn't it for real

(not) my generation

take a look at the mirror and tell me what you see
I bet the thing that smiles at you doesn't look like me
don't give me answers when I haven't even asked
if you get bored you click the button and abort the task

you are not my kind - this is not my generation

you know your idols but you don't know what they mean
you know your enemies you haven't ever seen
past is but a word for you, you cannot even spell
you keep your eyes closed while you're drowning in the whishing well

you are not my kind - this is not my generation

don't you think it's time for us to set it straight?
you mean to me the whole lot of the things I hate
had to buy back all the stuff you sold
I hope you die before I get old


you are not my kind - this is not my generation

doin' it right - doin' it right
doin' all right when you change the side
all right, all right, all right, you change the side
tonight a bright light and a peace of mind

crush of darkness

every once in a while you grow a pair of wings
and you fly to the sky above your friends above yourself
and the sun burning bright burns your back, burns your self esteem
while you fall you wake up
just a dream

when I pray to the lord cause I want him to be my friend
and my weapons are my music and my mind to defend
the candle from the crush of darkness

the clown is crying tears of wax and paint
sleeping beauty is dying , a battle of thorn and human flesh
where is my prince? bearing the laughter of your self esteem
while your blood is haunted you wake up
just a dream

things you shouldn't say

Would I go too far , would you turn around
if I'd talk of things like peace of mind's sold out
would I ask too much , if I'd ask one thing
one shot from the gun that I want you to bring

Hey
seems like today
is the perfect day
to say
all the things you shouldn't say

Would I be so wrong , if I did assume
that for me there is no such place as home
would it sound a lie , that you have to face
afterall you have just your live that's to face all alone

seize the moment
as it's in full bloom
cause regret shall make it wither
much too soon
tired of being attached to
space 'n' time
like a poem of a madman
without rhyme